i’m glad you were too!!
there will be more later, but i am tired.
(i am so incredibly surprised people are still interested in this omg it moves a snail’s pace and nothing really happens hahaha I LOVE YOU GUYS)
(think risa from “the end” who future!dean had a “connection” with, but their relationship is different in this au just FYI)
i mean, others don’t realize it but it happens enough that it’s probably a cliche by now
cas watches a lot of tv. a lot. of tv.
when he’s not rudely interrupted by sad rude people.
free food is very important to cas
sam and benny get along because of a shared concern for dean. sam wants to take care of dean like dean used to take care of him, but dean has trouble opening up about his nightmares and problems because he doesn’t want to bother sam.
benny and dean have a lot in common and sam used to be resentful because it seemed dean actually opened up to benny (almost a complete stranger) rather than his own brother.
they’ve reached a point in friendship however, where they keep each other updated on dean and recognize when one person would be better to help than the other.
(also, sam’s feeling pretty bad about getting mad at dean, but his initial reaction was one of frustration, because he’s used to dean shutting him out)
sam’s just frustrated because he doesn’t have time to really help dean, and he’s mad at himself for the fact that he had no idea that dean was upset.